I suffered similar abuse over my lifetime, always putting myself last. Your story brought it all back but like you I have grown and blossomed into the kind of man who knows my vallue and refuses to be treated any other way. Thanks for sharing.
So many of us have faced that trauma! I admire your courage at this point in your life to take care of YOU and reject the abuses others use to assert their hateful grab for power and control. Your massage sessions are so affirming and nurturing! Now I know why I benefit from every experience!♥️
So glad to see that you are taking care of yourself and valuing who you are. I was saddened to see how little respect you received . I am glad to see that you are back giving massages and are in control of your life. I have been a long time fan who enjoyed many of your videos.
Thank you for sharing this. It's really hard for some of us to believe that porn stars (and you have definitely earned that title) can suffer the same self esteem issues from being in an abusive relationship that we do so thank you for sharing that! I guess the bottom line is that it has nothing at all to do with you 'being enough' the problem is that they are not nearly enough.
I suffered similar abuse over my lifetime, always putting myself last. Your story brought it all back but like you I have grown and blossomed into the kind of man who knows my vallue and refuses to be treated any other way. Thanks for sharing.
So many of us have faced that trauma! I admire your courage at this point in your life to take care of YOU and reject the abuses others use to assert their hateful grab for power and control. Your massage sessions are so affirming and nurturing! Now I know why I benefit from every experience!♥️
So glad to see that you are taking care of yourself and valuing who you are. I was saddened to see how little respect you received . I am glad to see that you are back giving massages and are in control of your life. I have been a long time fan who enjoyed many of your videos.
Thank you for sharing this. It's really hard for some of us to believe that porn stars (and you have definitely earned that title) can suffer the same self esteem issues from being in an abusive relationship that we do so thank you for sharing that! I guess the bottom line is that it has nothing at all to do with you 'being enough' the problem is that they are not nearly enough.